Their is no sexual deviance that I am not, or can't get my self into. I mostly manage to not act on any of these impulses. "Mostly" there's a fucking huge cop out. Here's the thing, pathetic or no. When your drunk and/or alone, knowing that your shit, doesn't stop you wanting to feel. Excuses enabled. Still SHIT, still P.A.T.H.E.T.I.C........,.........................................can't even/ don't want to-be a good monster. Know I'm shit at just being good.