Well, lets see. I distance myself from the ones that cares

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Well, lets see. I distance myself from the ones that cares for me becuase Im afraid that if I let them in, it gives them the right to hurt me. I ignore them instead. Is that forgivable?

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I am not putting up much christmas things this year and no lights as last year. we put in a huge effort in 2016 for xmas lights and no one not even the bus show came around, so we don't bother anymore. its a waste of money and time. we only did it for the kids and I used to slog it away pretending to be happy every xmas for my family and sisters kid and other people who don't even like me. They killed me. they know they did. they have to live with it.

I am not putting up much christmas things this year and no lights as last year. we put in a huge eff...

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20 years of pretending christmas was fun without any husband or love. It was fun once when I was a teen and young adult but after 21 it was just plain terrible. no one special to share it with but loser family and loser parents and loser pets. never any love. never.

20 years of pretending christmas was fun without any husband or love. It was fun once when I was a t...

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many of my good undergarments like control briefs and lace things have gone missing. I am not sure if in this neighborhood there is a panties stealer. they must do it during the day and it can only be from chris or jason house. I can't afford to buy more these were discounted at $3.00 a pair so I got about 5 of them nice satin and lace control look full panties. in black, dark blue and red can't find them. why? This is why I hate my parents doing my washing. they insist on doing it and I liked it better when I did my own washing because of germs not being spread but also I know where they are. and also I hate that my mother and I are as fat as each other and she often uses my clothing not thinking. I used to like it better when I was a nice size 10 or 12 or even 14 and I knew what was mine! I can't afford to buy underwear for everyone in this street for fuck sake.

many of my good undergarments like control briefs and lace things have gone missing. I am not sure i...

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20 years of pretending christmas was fun without any husband or love. It was fun once when I was a teen and young adult but after 21 it was just plain terrible. no one special to share it with but loser family and loser parents and loser pets. never any love. never.