well this sucks... everytime we talk and we get on the topic of how you had to grow up quickly at a young age,i ask you if you want to talk about it, and everytime you say, 'no' and that only makes it harder on me and more awkward for me because i already know why... and i'm just too embarassed to tell you that she told me... i want you to be able to talk with this about me, not only so i can be relieved of this weight on my shoulders, but so you can get it off your chest!