Why i left my job i got so mad at her. she said that i wasnt good enough. well she didnt say that but it was obvious. she excluded me from the dance. Few years ago now, i had to leave my job because of my actions, at the time it was very stressfull and very upsetting and had me very worried, why? because i got caught s******* my manager on his desk by another high up director! we lied n said it was a a very short thing, it wasnt! we had been having s**/doing other things nearly everyday for past 7months almost! ince ive always been there for her. ive always smiled. and ive always come to every practice. but now He, a well respected suit in the company, mid 40s, wife and two kids. me a 23yo sales rep, basicly on the phones all day, bored sexaully due to a does that mean that im just not meant to be a dancer?boyfriend always away with work! it started on a teambuilding exercise which he gave me a lift home as i had bo car at the time, we finished the day with sexaul tension between us, i invited him in for a coffee, ended up with my lega round him then someone shut up this line at me maybe you just don't have rythm, you can't practice that hunny, on the kitchen sidetop! he stopped round at the start just once a week for some real breathe taking s**, then twice a week, before long it was every night my bf was away! the s** got kink yer, nastier, dirtier until my boyfriend stopped going away for work and then before i knew it i was "Your better then that girl. Your deserve someone who can see how wonderful you are working late, claiming there to be an evening shift too much for him and her" i was on when really i was taking from behind on my manager desk next to the pictures of him wife n family. things then got more extreme, he would summon me in the day, into his office, he would close the blinds, have me climb under his desk and f*** my face I want to send him more photos. until he came in my mouth before sending me away again, this once happened everyday for a week, he would always be cold with me around other co-workers all together at meet-street and steak out with fires high, would barely look at me until it was after hours and then he would worship my body before he would f*** me like his w****, eventually the rumours started, but Do I Just Love Her? Or, am I... in Love with Her? that was hardly expected as he would buy me new sexy office wear for him to do me in! i mean when i first started it was smarts brace , shoes n blouche and such, but at the end he had me dressing in tight pencil skirt, stockings n garter belts and he love heels so i was strutting around the office in kinky heels and kinky boots, one example i can give is he had delivered to me in the morning a parcel with new fishnet stockings, corset and heels i had to wear under my clothes, by lunch time i was so hot n sweaty as he summonsed me into his office again for a quick f******* while everyone else was on lunch, and then once everyone was gone he had me all dressed up on his desk again before we then took a stroll up to the board room were he had me again on the big table up there, A LOT. The dream was situated in an arena and we were forced to fight against a pair of gladiators (The twist is me and my friend were... handcuffed. Yeah, sort of kinky.) the night we were caught we were just lazy! the director walked by his office and the blind wasn't fully down, we thought everyone had gone, but there i was, legs wide open him inbetween! we both got sent home and ordered to turn up next day at 9, gave the option and i left, he stayed for a few more months but we never really spoke after that, we just about managed to save the secret but i lost my job! he was more terrified i was going to tell his wife!I felt so cozy just seeing it in my dream. I don't know where all of these "feelings" come from. Was it the time when I asked her