Will this continue forever? A "dirty s**" confession.. Ok. Here we go.. I feel like I'm mentally disturbed... The things I like and I want to do during s** is not so usual. I'm into the dirtiest things.. Not like pain or torture stuff. But dirty, nasty things.. You can imagine... (P******, spitting, foot, even scat.) But there aren't a single girl that would do these stuff on where I live. I've never even heard of a girl that does anything like that. I had some girlfriends and slept with most of them. But, I never enjoyed it. So I started not dating to girls that I know won't do these things. And day by day I'm losing interest to them.. But I don't like boys too.. If I'm losing interest to girls and don't like boys, what will I become? I really need to find that girl. Or I'm afraid, I'm gonna get in some serious trouble..