the least likely person commits fraud is not always plausible

I'm indecisive and I can freak out the second after I was laughing and smiling. I don't even know. I feel as if people would say I'm typing this for attention, but what's the point in that? I already have friends...but that doesn't mean I'm not lonely. WELL THAT WAS FUN CONFESSING MY FEELINGS TO THE WORLD NOW BYE

I'm indecisive and I can freak out the second after I was laughing and smiling. I don't even know. ...

So on friday evening i decide to drink rum & vodka with my boyfriend and our mutual girl friend everything started out ok having fun talking about old memories until we get really drunk the 3 of us are casual smokers so they tell me they want to go outside for a cig (apt doesn't allow inside smoking) so i tell them ok i'll meet them outside after i use the bathroom and finish my drink, after i done all that i start putting on my shoes and jacket because it's cold af outside, sometimes i do this thing where i have a smoke by myself in the parking lot behind our apt building so i didn't feel like sitting with them at the side of our apt so i decide to smoke by myself and at this point i finished my full cig and im so drunk i feel like having another one so i pull it out of my pack and wonder why haven't they came to find me yet? it's been like 20 minutes sitting by myself so i get up and walk towards the front door and from a distance i see my bf

So on friday evening i decide to drink rum & vodka with my boyfriend and our mutual girl friend ever...

Why it's so hard to find a job. I've been to quite a lot interviews and it's either you are too advanced or it's a hard decision between you and another. Or Just not even call back after the interview to let me know. I need money to pay my bills and 25 hours is just not enough for me with my current job. Why it seems so easy for others to get a job but it takes months for me to hunt but still nothing?! I am really losing my confidence on this. I need a well paid job. it's not like i don't have experience, degree or anything, I have been trying... uh!

Why it's so hard to find a job. I've been to quite a lot interviews and it's either you are too adva...