sorry that i did that. didn't know at the time there

You don’t care to know I’m 26, I can’t open up to anyone because when I even show a bit of my true self people don’t get me. They want me to be what they want me to be and it’s suffocating me. My boyfriend wants me to open up more then gets upset when I show my true feelings or emotions. My ex husband did the same thing and so does my best friend sometimes. I can’t truly be what I am. People don’t understand, I don’t understand, and I feel like I would be better off not being here anymore. But I’m too scared to take it anymore further I don’t want to disappoint anyone.

You don’t care to know I’m 26, I can’t open up to anyone because when I even show a bit of my true s...

she has been watching your emails and stalking your email trails isn't that creepy and pathetic? dirty little imp troll hacker stalker. she could go to jail for that.

she has been watching your emails and stalking your email trails isn't that creepy and pathetic? dir...

I loved drugs. Ecstasy in particular. It was colorful and stamped with different pictures. Apples, hearts, stars, peace signs, Mercedes, aliens, Supermans, Playboy bunnies, dollar signs… I was young when I did it and I was lucky to walk away from it. I’d go back to it if I wasn’t so scared of what might come out of my mouth. If I thought I had secrets before, wow. It makes it too easy to get comfortable. Comfortable is bad.

I loved drugs. Ecstasy in particular. It was colorful and stamped with different pictures. Apples, h...