what I need is social life and romantic relationship. its not rocket science!

I have to be tested for all the hepatitis group illnesses and I keep putting off the blood test. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FrJqLB07zC8 so the wedding dress I bought has a look to it that is a cross between a satin collared white shirt long sleeve with a large bow to the side that is rather 1940s looking to me, and I want to place over the skirt a lace creamy ivory shade so its a cross between this video at counter 1.22 and 2.02 and with a long veil and I have a very victorian lace dress that I would definately where some long pale cami dress under it in ivory and it has a floral lace trim long veil both very pretty. I only hope if I can't wear them some one wonderful can make justice of the dresses as they deserve but I still hope that person secretly is me! lol.....i do have some pride even for a well known martyr of enjoyment and love, well I am not really I just have never found any man good enough who will play the part I want him to play. they try to or think they are and they are not, they do stupid yobo things and the opposite of what I am about.

I have to be tested for all the hepatitis group illnesses and I keep putting off the blood test. htt...

this morning we woke up to the kitchen tap spurting water and a busted water pipe, I knew that would happen because my father turns on and off taps so heavy handed, it was leaking a lot over the last 3 weeks and getting worse. this is what I mean by this spastic wrecking things in the house and has no idea how to fix it, and no money to fix it. my expensive furniture is getting damaged because of this spastic father - I wish someone would put a bullet in my fathers head... useless retarted fool.

this morning we woke up to the kitchen tap spurting water and a busted water pipe, I knew that would...

my father is a retard, a spastic a complete fucking idiot loser, a hopeless loss, useless in everyway possible, he has no idea what the fuck he is doing with anything. he wrecks everything good we have. no one can tell him anything. he is so forcing and demanding and then wonders why things break. he kept bending and bashing at pipes and wrecked the dishwasher, now he has wrecked the sink he has wrecked the toilet down stairs, chairs, doorknobs, anything, he wrecks everything.

my father is a retard, a spastic a complete fucking idiot loser, a hopeless loss, useless in everywa...