my sister incested me regularly from the age of 4 and sexually assaulted me and I am a girl.

my brother has not wanted to know his parents in years.

my brother has not wanted to know his parents in years.

I lied to my father all through highschool about who I was hanging out with and what I was doing. I knew he would never understand smoking weed. I knew he would lose it and flip shit. So I lied. and lied and lied. Now I'm in college and want to tell him who I really was for a good 2 years in high school. A lying prick. I quit smoking weed 2 years ago now, but I feel so guilty for lying about it when I was. Im sorry Dad. I missed out on all the things we could have done together, the memories you wanted to make. For what? So I could go smoke pot and get sloshed with my stupid friends whom I fucking hate now anyways. Then come home and lie and avoid you. All you wanted to do was spend time with me. I might as well have spit in your face. Pretty much did... God forgive me

I lied to my father all through highschool about who I was hanging out with and what I was doing. ...

I can't feel anything. Only a lot of sadness and anger and sometimes I have flashbacks of what happened to me, which is scary. What is scarier is that I feel so much rage that i can barely contain it sometimes. I don't want to die, but I think that might be the only way of saving me family from this poison inside of me.

I can't feel anything. Only a lot of sadness and anger and sometimes I have flashbacks of what happe...