bending over as a fisherman half the night really sux!

i am so sad and empty and hurt when i don't get the job i want. i should have had my share by now. i hate this world. i have no money again. and I need a lot of it to shut me up.

i am so sad and empty and hurt when i don't get the job i want. i should have had my share by now. i...

I have been sad last few days its anniversary of sabi's death, I don't expect people to understand,cuz I just don't give a flying fuck who I offend these days since she went. I have so much bitterness in me and false friendliness and false politeness there are days I have to force it politeness out and its painful but its better the days when I can be blantantly rude, hard and cruel and harsh and mean to heaps of people. it somehow makes me feel better! just over a cat. and fuck the world on their spastic fucking xmas eve holedown hellfire shows. I hope heaps of people die in hell anyway. who cares! I just write my songs and that is a different side to me no one sees.

I have been sad last few days its anniversary of sabi's death, I don't expect people to understand,c...

i felt guilty for surviving death, and i push most people away these days, its only a selected few i welcome in. no men but i am not gay. its just "what the fuck is the fucking point when you're as old as i am, never felt loved ever and its a bit too late now, who cares! loves a load of bullshit, it won't save you ".

i felt guilty for surviving death, and i push most people away these days, its only a selected few i...