people who are sexually abused as kids look for it and its god paying their genes back for past generations of sinners. that is what we were told at the churches.

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what really hurt me was their prayers made me cry and build up hope that someone would better would love me, not some 12 year old child boy who was demanding sex nude photos etc of me, its something I never do, I am 46 and I know I am an old maid joke to a lot of people who can't get a man and all that and not working etc I have never ever , ever in all my years had a valentines day card or gift and for those churches to deliberately set up a child to call me sexy was very very hurtful, misleading and painful to experience. I felt cheated and rippeed off and abused and humiliated once again like most men or women stealing men on me have done. to have a child do this to me from those churches was a very very cruel joke and not remotely funny. I felt so disappointed. I felt dispear and grief and angry that these people would pray for me to be fertile and find a husband who would be loving and faithful and have a baby etc only to be subjected to their dirty abusive games very demeaning and the joke will be on them. I actually don't know how these people live with themselves.

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truth is men have been doing this to women and girls for years however. as a teen girl no young man or teen boy chased me like a gentleman or treated me like I was worthy of him, while at college or university or after a car accident most young men seem to only want the dollybird magazine model girlfriend who is rich and independent and her family were rich and she was beautiful and yet these types of women were in themselves no greater catch then the sweet girl next door look who might not have been as rich but then they probably are not as vain or two timing as well. I sometimes think young guys of the 70s and 80s and 90s whose mums worked and dads worked they had a hate for the average girl. I question how a dull unclassy man should believe he deserves a high-class model or "she-gorillas" who are taller then them, years ago men liked short girls who made them feel like the MAN, by the 1980s men wanted this tall miss universe or supermodel girlfriend or older frustrated woman sharon stone typified, then it all went crazy in 2000 men were deliberately going out with slobs and leaving beautiful women for hags, look at princess diana and prince charles who would choose that ? and beauty used to be purity and shyness and modesty and old money and whiter skin the better and domesticated so the guy would think "well she will be a good wife and mother" and women thought "well he will be a good provider" and then young men wanted the old cougar sharon stone type and the tweenie sugar daddy petite waif off the street or they left a hot wife for a fat slob black monkey from 3rd world to think they are making some person social protest. it became in to be an abused kid in the Catholics molested by a priest or dad or someone. I met a therapist would could literally only see young innocent love as looking to be rescued from a rotten drunk bully father and now we are in a era of the jamie private school girl image of women and nigar males of joana from somoa. white chicks wanting black huge cooks? and talking vial about sex to men socially. women have paid a high price for sexual liberation and the pill which does not feel like liberation at all and to be honest how can a woman's body be healthy after 30 years of steroids which is what the pill is to say "I am a healthy woman in a healthy body"" unlikely. you can't trick the body into thinking its pregnant and all that blokey-chick stuff without serious hormone health problems. I have never been on the pill maybe that is why I am not liberated? yes both sexes and the whole world has gone too far, the gays, wanting marriage and designer babys and yet women want babies can't find men to marry and have babies with, the religion, banks, royals, media, everything has gone too far today. normal is past tense. gays are too rich and they are not special. try being like me single and celibate and looking but getting nowhere everywhere you go. and worse is you meet men who are old married and think they are good enough for single virgins and these men are not, like the married women who want every single men in town, they never know when enough is enough and stop phishing in on others turf. I don't have money either or looks which is why I just study and men have used me and you wake up and think - bugger off. what would make a bald fat short married men think he was a catch for a single virgin anyway?

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