no one helped me to be a mother so I am not putting free stuff together for mothers,

we received all these death threats in the mail with all these big photocopy a4 in a number of colours with weird pen markings and grim reapers and beware of this and that, and photographs of places i had been for interviews in oct 2000 it had me spooked and when i went to tell that stupid rapist he didn't want me talking about it. it had a lot of hate in it with graveyards and like it waas some very disgruntled editor of some newspaper, joyce took over and contacted this place that had the RPK intials all over it some printing company and if she had really cared she should have told her police husband and got proper help for me and listened.

we received all these death threats in the mail with all these big photocopy a4 in a number of colou...

you don't know what it feels like to nearly die, and how it feels to have your brain arterial sinuses blood viens that go to the heart etc go all crazy. its a nightmere. i don't ever want to go through it ever again. its terrifying.

you don't know what it feels like to nearly die, and how it feels to have your brain arterial sinuse...

my parents and people who attacked me like katy and abusive verbal violent people like joyce taught me self control over load!!!!! how to control the will at every cost even love and certain sexual gratification. my parents never approved of someone as useless as ken because he could not provide what I needed. who is responsible for that! I want that person punished. I will teach you harsh punishment don't you worry about that. what you give you get that violence and damaged will back!

my parents and people who attacked me like katy and abusive verbal violent people like joyce taught ...