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I think mens behavior is so bad towards women now. I was walking down a long hall after being at the toilets and it was like "stand aside for the gentlemen everybody" he just pushed through and near knocked us over, being a female I am more delicate then a man let alone that men should treat women like ladies and not push them over.

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I think mens behavior is so bad towards women now. I was walking down a long hall after being at the toilets and it was like "stand aside for the gentlemen everybody" he just pushed through and near knocked us over, being a female I am more delicate then a man let alone that men should treat women like ladies and not push them over.
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