tricker no warning. trigger warning. god it annoys me when people write that shit.

I am being forced to live out a heap of morning pages of a angery frustrated novelist from 30-25 years ago that had very little meaning to me. I am being forced to live out a prisoners existance for no crime.

I am being forced to live out a heap of morning pages of a angery frustrated novelist from 30-25 yea...

I wanted a clean home, and orderly life and proud career and family life of my own. what did I get instead a heap of rubbish nothing of what I wanted or imagined as ideal. so how can I be content in this puddle of crap? when there is better to be had and done.

I wanted a clean home, and orderly life and proud career and family life of my own. what did I get i...

I woke up sick over night and had to have a calmative pill because my heart was racing badly I had a weird dream and heard someone outside. I couldn't eat breakfast so just had a drink of chocolate milk and a banana and 1 gingernut cookie and lunch some baked beans on toast and dinner I had lean heart smart pork and baked apple and steamed veggies and exercised and did a bit of study and did a few lectures.

I woke up sick over night and had to have a calmative pill because my heart was racing badly I had ...