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I don't know what love is and I don't care anymore. I wanted marriage in a church and babies and career and income and friends but I accept that other people didn't want those things for me! and I don't care anymore anyway. yeh I guess it is too late for kids and its too late of love and marriage as well I guess. I will never know what it feels like to be good enough or marriaged to someone I love. I will never know the feeling of wearing a wedding dress or giving birth or being an expert or wealthy, or even liked and I no longer care either. I am glad I didn't have kids to the loser men I met anyway!

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I don't know what love is and I don't care anymore. I wanted marriage in a church and babies and career and income and friends but I accept that other people didn't want those things for me! and I don't care anymore anyway. yeh I guess it is too late for kids and its too late of love and marriage as well I guess. I will never know what it feels like to be good enough or marriaged to someone I love. I will never know the feeling of wearing a wedding dress or giving birth or being an expert or wealthy, or even liked and I no longer care either. I am glad I didn't have kids to the loser men I met anyway!
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