frank left me for this woman and new work which I knew would happen, he never asked me to his games to watch him play fixture games never asked me out for enough dates he really confused me. writing all this love letters did someone tell him to do that? to hurt me or what, he was always saying how beautiful I looked but it ment nothing to me without real emotion and affection which he was not giving and this other woman was always in the way and he dated a few girls while we were at college together and I still really don't understand why he didn't follow through more with all that talk in his letters, he knew where I lived and he was the guy so he could have been more caring and put in some effort so I just went back to my old things again. that hurt me its like it was all a dream inside a Picasso painting that was so abstract like a time warp. I hate cubism ! serious!