why should i be nice to people after all these years of abuse. she go on about her hindu karma but that has nothing to do with me, that is her issue and not mine. I don't give a frig about karma. I don't even believe in it and I don't really believe in a god anymore. I used to but I don't feel gods love at all for years since about 1995 and then long time without gods real presence i would pray but certainly by 2004 i realised this whole god thing was a load of bullshit. i was doing good and still being abused. people who did bad got rewarded. so I just don't believe anymore in much. sorry but i don't think there is a god. like some therapist said to me " your time must be coming soon for all the crap you been through he is overdue to help you" and i was like "god, what is god? anymore, that fool I used to talk to, oh that bloody idiot that never listened and acts schizophrenic. arrrha bugger the bastard" like dad and mum always say about aaron for the last 15 years. bugger the bastards"

if the royals cared about sexually abused kids in australia they would have done something more by now and they never do anything. its the same about celebrities and all these groups and doctors. the system keeps them going and less people looking for work and the attitude is "well hopefully they will be eliminated and welfare people who were abused will just die young" and the message i hear from most people is "I deserve love and income and possessions of lure more then you do" from everyone. that is all those women in that stupid braceass are about. they have nothing to offer a woman like me and I am disappointed that they are all working and divorced and all have kids and I am the odd one out and as usually everywhere I go. and yet they still want more. they have cars and houses and husbands and kids and its never enough and I have none of those things. I was hoping there would be more women on welfare and disabilitiy and I can't see why these women are there they are all big egoed loud mouths and don't suffer from body image problems and I find it hard they can't find friends at work. they are just all full of self pity. I meet these rich bitches like this all the time, nothing is enough for them. they don't know when to stop fucking or wanting and learn to make do on less money like i have. learn to go without sex and love and friends for as long as I have. they should learn to go down to the ground to the getho more before you can rise up and expect more out of life. these women are selfish, spoilt lazy narcissistic and full of crap and your typical half married 2 times divorced whore with kids who wants to whore some more. they make me sick. literally make me sick and spoil anything for me that would be a new experience for me and its a dull old one for them but they have to keep doing it over and over getting more jobs and more cars and more men and more kids. they make me sick. I hate the sight of their selfish asses.

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