sue is a pothead a real dumb one at that. an insult to pot heads. arrogant peterpan type with a serious attitude problem. she projects her faults tirelessly and raves on how great she is and that everyone else is a retard. the freaking woman is in her 50s for christ sakes but goes on like a silver spoon trust fund brat 9th. grade cheerleader. she has a band, the band sucks. she has a husband, he looks like she's sucking the life out of him. i ask her nicely to regard the rules of the home where i abode but what do i get instead, name calling, assaulting my integrity, bitchfests about how i'm the fucktard with the 'tude. man we got cops in the building along with NSA and some homeland security shit. do not toke in the fucking place you moronic sluthog. i also love the fact she'll rip anyone off, even cancer sufferers. then explain herself 'til the flesh drops from your bones in angst. nothing more to say, she just won't stop. i wish she'd either grow the fuck up, stay away or eat shit and die.

I am sorry you are feeling this way. I really am. I too have been dealing with a lot of personal problems and I wish I could give you some life altering miracle advice but unfortunately I have none but I will say this: As far as your parents, their drama is their drama. Not yours. What you've gone through with them does not and will not reflect you as a person. You are different and because you know the pain and hurt you've received from them, that pain and anger will fuel your own success. Now, as far as school, since you cannot afford a loan and you have un-reliable parents, I suggest you get a job and save for college. True it will take longer, but if college is what you really want you will have to take this into your own hands. Don't tell your parents about you saving money just open a savings account and save a percentage of your monthly checks specifically for your college fund. Lastly, do not I repeat DO NOT commit suicide. I understand you are sad and that you feel alone and that you are at your wits end but how will you know if you will achieve personal success if you are dead? How will you know what you are capable of if you cut your life short? Don't live your life according to how others treat you. You are just starting out. I suggest that you take on a hobby that involves contact with people outside of your family. There is a website called meetup that caters to all hobbies and you can sign up to any group meeting. Go to a park, to a concert, just talk to a random stranger. Switch up your daily routine and make things exciting. I know you are feeling low but just don't give up on yourself. Don't disappoint yourself. I'm not just saying this to take pity or anything, I'm saying this because I understand what it's like to feel alone and to have life goals and things aren't working out. I understand what it's like to have messed up parents. All I'm saying is at the end of the day, your life is your life and you need to listen to what is inside you and figure out what's best for you. I hope everything works out for you, I truly do.

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