peanut butter is awful. just don't buy that shit again.

I am just considering walking out on my family and just taking a long bus ride and not coming back. I have considered dumping the cats in a bag and drowning them or dumping them at a shelter for enuthainizing because I can't cope their their demands and stress they put on me, they pester for food all the time driving me mad how can a cat be that hungry? they wreck things. I love them deeply but sometimes I want to dump everything this ugly old haunted evil house and neighborhood full of mental people who are violent and crazy evil. dumping all courses cuz I can't concentrate for long anymore and I am hating the loneliness. I should have been getting dates and being invited out while I was unemployed some fucker should have got off their asshole do to something. other whores were getting sprong breeding whoring around like dogs fat ugly slobby losers and yet no one was showing interest in me, where they told not to help me, not to invite me, were they told to ignore me and wreck my courses and why, and who would be that mental to do that blindly and just go around abusing me for fun just because david bowie told them to? who is that low in brainspan ? I mean I am a angry hate filled person i have deep hate inside of me, the hatred has outplaced everything else.

I am just considering walking out on my family and just taking a long bus ride and not coming back. ...

no one can do any thing right or good enough around me, no one lives up to my expectations in their work, they can't please me, people around me are just losers, lets face it. and If I want to hate hate hate hate hatehate people I will !!!

no one can do any thing right or good enough around me, no one lives up to my expectations in their...

you can't do anything right. you can't live up to anything good, you can't do anything! your stupid at everything. you're hopeless and never gonna be anything. give that to me you can't do that. your wasting my time. you are so lazy. you'll kill yourself you bloody idiot! the food is not good enough, the bed is not right. these clothes look tacky, this course sucks and needs improving and at least 70-88% students agree with me. you take too much milk in your tea, you expect the world to like you and it won't. you live in a fake world of hope and sickly sweet deformity and disability and the real world is hard and cruel and mean and all about money not about sweet shit! get real. grow up. stop complaining.

you can't do anything right. you can't live up to anything good, you can't do anything! your stupid ...