tired, sleepy and woke up with a sore neck. it really was hurting.

someone said to me, "shit catherine I wouldn't want to get on the wrong side of you" after I yelled at his train guard but I sort of shocked myself it was just impulsive acting from adreneline the fear that the doors were going to slam on me and the train go and the fact that dad fell out of the train and she failed to do her duty first and formost which is to maintain the integrity of the safety of passengers I went for her and she knew she did the wrong thing. I mean I know I lost it. but I was so angry at her. how is a passenger supposed to know "Oh the whistle was just to entertain a child of 2" like you could have made a public announcement you stupid cow! "oh sorry passengers but ignore the whistle about to go off its just to entertain a child its not a real one" like am I in the twilight fucking zone or what? its like the day the dumb dick at the shops in the rain has mats and wet floor everywhere someone was bound to fall on slipery tiles and maybe the duty of care lies with the shops to not have slippery tiles near a entrence to avoid risks. makes common sense to me. stupid idiots, so I gave them a nice little genuflect when I fell and a finger full of grace when a cab driver got abusive to me. loving moments with me !

someone said to me, "shit catherine I wouldn't want to get on the wrong side of you" after I yelled ...

fuck off john stop bullying and abusing me, I have told my doctor about you ruthlessly insulting people and your father telling your mother and father to shut up and suck my dick all the time, the things you damaged in their house and also how you and darren were torturing a intellectually disable man with your Cindy Bardot character and I never found that funny. its low. your not in any position at all to attack me. I have told police and a court of law how abusive you have been and I am not tolerating your shit anymore. you learn the lesson the hard way. you have been spoilt and you need harsh disipline your parents don't even want to know you. your a rude person. you are a mean rude teenager that need a harsh father instead you were throwing cushions at him and telling your father to shut up. that is rude. telling your father to suck my dick is rude. abusing me yelling at me all the time and your rude behavior my doctor is not impressed at your behavior at all nor is mum and dad. don't come mr innocent with me john. you need a good kick up the ass and if joyce was half a woman that abusive nutcase of sex maniac women would have seen the truth infront of her rather then abusing me. don't even try it john. the court already know what your about. I don't even want to hear excuses or a sorry. you can go to hell. and I never want to see or speak to you and your kids ever again, your family are ashamed of you. your rudeness. your arrogance. your gonna get the come down you deserve mr and mrs ruth spoit shitbag.

fuck off john stop bullying and abusing me, I have told my doctor about you ruthlessly insulting peo...

look at all the trouble you caused by not giving my father a job, people disrespect him and me, and I am getting sick of it. I will not tolerate any form of disrespect and I have a go at people now when they speak out of line to me and get a tone to me. I only tell people off when my therapist or doctor or support group tell me to tell people off. I don't like doing it, but enough is enough. all because of you not giving my father a job when his whole family needed it you caused all this. its all your fault. take the blame ! cuz i decided years ago i was not blaming myself anymore. i spent 28 years blaming myself shut down by catholic hitlers and old whorey sluts shutting me down with their bellowing whoring self love and i gave the mongrels what they wanted! to shut their cunts up! that is what dad told me to do from a child but I don't always now since i didn't get a thing back for good behavor as I should have been rewarded for all my goodness and the good i did but i was not . so I did give whores what they want to shut their cunt holes and there hole on their face up ! as a result i have insane hate for women. you got no idea how much I hate bitches. and that is why my doctor told me to have a go ate ugly old bulldog mustang sally ! so I did.

look at all the trouble you caused by not giving my father a job, people disrespect him and me, and ...