what really hurt me was their prayers made me cry and build up hope that someone would better would love me, not some 12 year old child boy who was demanding sex nude photos etc of me, its something I never do, I am 46 and I know I am an old maid joke to a lot of people who can't get a man and all that and not working etc I have never ever , ever in all my years had a valentines day card or gift and for those churches to deliberately set up a child to call me sexy was very very hurtful, misleading and painful to experience. I felt cheated and rippeed off and abused and humiliated once again like most men or women stealing men on me have done. to have a child do this to me from those churches was a very very cruel joke and not remotely funny. I felt so disappointed. I felt dispear and grief and angry that these people would pray for me to be fertile and find a husband who would be loving and faithful and have a baby etc only to be subjected to their dirty abusive games very demeaning and the joke will be on them. I actually don't know how these people live with themselves.
what really hurt me was their prayers made me cry and build up hope that someone would better would love me, not some 12 year old child boy who was demanding sex nude photos etc of me, its something I never do, I am 46 and I know I am an old maid joke to a lot of people who can't get a man and all that and not working etc I have never ever , ever in all my years had a valentines day card or gift and for those churches to deliberately set up a child to call me sexy was very very hurtful, misleading and painful to experience. I felt cheated and rippeed off and abused and humiliated once again like most men or women stealing men on me have done. to have a child do this to me from those churches was a very very cruel joke and not remotely funny. I felt so disappointed. I felt dispear and grief and angry that these people would pray for me to be fertile and find a husband who would be loving and faithful and have a baby etc only to be subjected to their dirty abusive games very demeaning and the joke will be on them. I actually don't know how these people live with themselves.