confession about my pain Reaching to the keyboard hurts to type this. I'm only 22 yet I've experienced chronic pain the last 2 and a half years. I try to get around it and it's only recently gotten so bad as to need to be known by my friends. I tried neglecting that pain tonight for the sake of a girl I'm absolutely enchanted by for another confession's worth of reasons. I am now in miserable agony, and I have no one but myself to blame, but do feel somewhat bitter since I was very upfront about the risk of doing this. I am absolutely not worse off than countless others, yet every day I have a moment where I can't help but be totally overwhelmed by how much pain (physical and increasingly emotional) I'm suffering through. The worst part of the night, was after saying the typical "I'm sorry I made your night less enjoyable," the people I was with, including the girl, all said "Noooo, it's fine." They were all lying, to me, to themselves, and it just disgusts me that we're so deluded and complex creatures that it's hardwired into our brains to lie to "friends" for the sake of making them feel better when it's never better to be lied to. That's enough for now.

I don't like kate and william and the queen and all the royals because of what they did to me. they are abusive creepy assholes. william is a gay and everybody says kate and diana were really men. I don't care either way they are all still assholes who don't care about anyone but themselves and being scene stealers as they try to punish abuse victims as their little jury and court of satanic occult and transgenderizing the people they abuse and pick on. I have no doubt they are assholes like that. my mum and I and father want nothing to do with my brother and his slut whore wife and their kids. I would not be suprised to find out their daughter was bunnypoeta in portugal and oliva newton john the slut pretend cancer woman which these celebrities love stealing the fame of fake illnesses for more publicity and to once again scene still as their form of punishment to abuse victims like to bully and pick on, as fast forward and australia your standing in it and other soaps like days of our lives and bold and the beautiful tried to do to me. at the hospital a witchcraft person got a worker at the hospital to ask me "do they call you quin?" re the b&b character, I am nothing like that spastic whore and she looks like a valentino/rene white manwoman manchild way that celebs and royals and media rich mogels mongrels go on with , extreme passive but extreme aggressive sly acts over time you wake up and see the games and back biting and fighting and getting involved in other peoples personal abuse issues, which shows how little ugly personalities they are to abuse victims of crime that stand up glorious victors infront of every podium and being invited to parties while the real sick and real poor and the real abused, the real self harmers and real low self esteme people are ignored and pushed around by these people who have to have camera on them 24/7 in the limelight, already you can see the fergie pattern she is sucking up the royals but after all her mistakes how can anyone forgive her, they made made choices in all their marriages because they were all chasing money! and power egos that the lies fall them down anyway.

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