Sometimes I hate my father and this feeling is consuming me

my family and nephew and relatives talk about me poorly and rude and send message to me with crap like "stop raping me micheal" and that finished my mother of them completely after I told her that. and how mental my brother and sister are their spiteful vial words are of evil.

my family and nephew and relatives talk about me poorly and rude and send message to me with crap li...

I can't forgive you joyce - I am living the life you wanted for me alone and abused and neglected, it was not my choice of lifestyle. for some reason she could not seperate her life experiences from her clients and expected her clients to live out her family bullshit she couldnt face herself

I can't forgive you joyce - I am living the life you wanted for me alone and abused and neglected, i...

I suffer from pms and I sometimes cry and get depressed and a lot of people and men just don't want to understand what I am going through. I try so hard to put on a pretence of fake jolliness but I often sit crying alone in my room just wish someone would hug me. I never live up to what people want and they just walk over me too much. I feel so down and depressed and only a doctor or a woman going through this can understand. I wish there were support groups locally. I know people think its stupid but it is a real physical and psychological thing for me, I feel almost psychotic and paranoia and like everyone hates me and I have no friends. all my friends disappoint me deliberately so I guess I should learn to do that back more to people right. stop being the one that makes things good and ok for those who don't give a shit about me, like the choirs and churches and poeple like kelly and sally who just use and walk over me because I am so nice... oh they are so needing more then me, how dare I put my feelings and needs first! well sorry but I have to bitches!.

I suffer from pms and I sometimes cry and get depressed and a lot of people and men just don't want ...