i am so hot and stressed out with headache and upset over the last week with xmas i have to take a heap of cayanne pepper to ease pain and thin my blood from all the stress other people give me. all I can say is "thank god its not my problem. thank god I didn't have to lower myself to that level of violent sexual rage like some types do" look how together I am! just had to get the cat to stop running across me 6 and 7 times a day and a dozen at night. enough is enough. the vet wouldn't put up with living like this.

i am so hot and stressed out with headache and upset over the last week with xmas i have to take a heap of cayanne pepper to ease pain and thin my blood from all the stress other people give me. all I can say is "thank god its not my problem. thank god I didn't have to lower myself to that level of violent sexual rage like some types do" look how together I am! just had to get the cat to stop running across me 6 and 7 times a day and a dozen at night. enough is enough. the vet wouldn't put up with living like this.
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