" shit "You know what life can go suck my fucking dick, like i'm so sick and tired of thinking i can be happy when in the end everything always turns out awful for me. Like am i that bad of a person to deserve to be miserable? Well you might be reading this say "oh bo ho you life isn't that and don't be dramatic", well your absolutely right my life isn't hard but i never said that it was easy either, try being a 16 year old while feeling as though you have the weight of the world on your shoulders because your to compassionate. But hey i'm just being overly dramatic not a big deal right? Well it is to me and may not be to you because you have no clue what goes through my head and this is referring to the ass hole life who won't stop riding my dick and who loves to make my life shitty on a constant with panic attacks, depression , and suicidal shit but whatever everything "happens for a reason" pffftt yeahh right