I find I don't feel like a great person around certain people, they don't make me feel good when I am with them at all. it has always felt like I have been the one having to put that extra mile in, the extra smile, the added extras to boast up other peoples ego or confidence or feelings of comfortability and being understanding and compassionate and giving compliments and consider others feelings but not many people retrun in kind! so I feel just so worn out giving and getting nothing back in return. I rarely get that effort back to what I put in with people, they don't give back all I need they I have given them. then they wonder why I am tired irritable and sad and depressed because they just over use me.