I hate my summer! I have nothing to do. I have no friends and there's no volunteer available or activities. I can't join camps cuz I don't have money.... I tried to go outside but seriously i have no money... no car..... staying outside makes me feel uncomfortab;e cuz people looked at me like i did something wrong... why?!?!?!?! I'm so alone in ilfe along with my family who doesn't really understand what i'm feeling. I hate social media i have a tons of friends online but no one even like my status or anything so yeah i never opened for days. i just give up nothing works for me when it come to socializing.... i'm done i'm just done. i don't care anymore.. i'm so sick of trying to be nice to people. like wut did i do?!?!?! serious;y to be picked on. my hair color?!?!?!?! fine whatever i'm just trapped in this fucking island. staying at my computer all day..... eating, sleeping.... i hate summer but i hate being in school more!!!!! i just hate everything..... being selfless is hard for me due to this many crap bothering me i tend to be only thinking of myself............ I;m so mad in the world tht why my life was like this.....!!! there's no such people who cared.. why only me who tried to care.....? okay i wont help others anymore then..