i seen dickie cabana at the shows and he was full of features and creepy

why do I bother trying to patch up things with people who I have told off anyway, I spent all of the last few weeks feeling angery, guilty, embarrased and addicted to stupid emails to old friends just because a few sent facebook invite or other social media I start sending emails to them and heaps on my list yet I know few of them really care how I am or would even bother to read my dumb ramblings of a crazy woman anyway.i send emails to heaps of people I told off or dumped as friends and I hope they just ignore my emails like I do to theirs, I ignore other people emails and massages a lot now, I hope they all bounce and she never reads any emails I have sent her lets hope that she doesn't read any of the emails I send her, I feel so embarrassed the next hour or the day wondering why I sent them to so many people what I expect to achieve out of them?

why do I bother trying to patch up things with people who I have told off anyway, I spent all of the...

dirty talkers on here make me sick. I can't stand the incest talk, the sexual dirty talk and animal sex. its so vomit. I don't understand these people. I wish they would go to a adults only sex confession site they are on the net just talk your dirt vomit talk on AO pages please.

dirty talkers on here make me sick. I can't stand the incest talk, the sexual dirty talk and animal ...

I don't want k getting a hold of my medical information at all. not one bit of it. I am completely sick of this germ of a man who abused me and could have gave me stds and treated me so badly. I mean over 15 years of never seeing him is simply not enough 100 years never seeing him would be better or erasing the fact all together and pretending it was a time with an old flame I did love at the time but do not now. cuz the whole time I was with that weirdo I was thinking of rick. but it was all still so yuk and vomit and puke I could not like that sort of sex or any sex with k at all. it was so gross. better is waiting for me. I am waiting for a better man.

I don't want k getting a hold of my medical information at all. not one bit of it. I am completely s...