why is joyces clavoyancy so doom and gloom for people like me and not for others when I had a lot of high hopes and ambitions like others? why is so negative all the time?

why is joyces clavoyancy so doom and gloom for people like me and not for others when I had a lot of high hopes and ambitions like others? why is so negative all the time?
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