i wish I could marry the doctor I like or jturner or harry. I wish someone could just like me for me. I never wanted this sort of lifestyle I always wanted to work and have a loving family and marry a great man. i never wanted what joyce wanted for me like ken and rape and neglect. its something inside her that made her abuse me like this, its got nothing to do with me, all the people who helped her should just stay with her and fuck her really. rape her and leave her in a messy house with old people and without a husband and without pretty boyfriends and without her marriage photos in wedding dresses she showed off in her house. she should be with ken I have no need for him at all now.