i wish I could marry the doctor I like or jturner or harry. I wish someone could just like me for me. I never wanted this sort of lifestyle I always wanted to work and have a loving family and marry a great man. i never wanted what joyce wanted for me like ken and rape and neglect. its something inside her that made her abuse me like this, its got nothing to do with me, all the people who helped her should just stay with her and fuck her really. rape her and leave her in a messy house with old people and without a husband and without pretty boyfriends and without her marriage photos in wedding dresses she showed off in her house. she should be with ken I have no need for him at all now.

my sister was the one saying she hated me from the day i was born and never wanted to be related to me and she was the one who said "if any of her relationships broke up she would take it out on us" her family which she did every single time and if she has made her parents and me dislike her its her own fault, just like how she was always saying her partners said degrodating things about us then its her own fault that we don't like them. I never loved david. I was meeting far more hotter younger and older men then him when I was at college and university and working and while I probably didn't have what it took to date them and they made it clear to me I was out of their league, it still remains I never broke up her marriage to david.

my sister was the one saying she hated me from the day i was born and never wanted to be related to ...

How to talk? I often post my feelings here because I feel like I cant really talk to anybody. Today ...

woke up at 4am due to cat in the bed stealing pillow, couldn't sleep so got up around 5.30am and had...