i hate you that is all everyone needs to know. hate!

i don't want to share my things with others really unless i am paid for it and get something valuable back in return. I don't own a house or car and i could do with a house of my own and a career. Its too late for children and I really feel my health is too risky to bare children now. I get regular skin bleeding around the vagina area from the auto-immune disorder that i thought when i was 25 was hiv aids and herpes and syphilis or tb also of the ear and i was running round having blood tests all the time to check. its still a fear in me that ken who raped me gave me hiv aids. I never wanted a loser like him and I don't ever want to see him again and my mother and father have said they would murder him. it would ease my mind to know a lot of people who i hate who attacked me are dead like robodog and rick and ken and so i could just move on to a new life without them as part of it. they were never ment to be in my life book and i want a new chapter that is very choosi about who is welcome in my life and they are not welcome. there is a lot of people not welcome. and looking for honest respectful people they don't have to be rich. I am just sick of being forced to make do and told how to feel and expected to give when i don't want to anymore. i don't want to be nice to many people anymore. i am cynical and sarcastic now. I love being around people who make fun of the rich and uperty and fake asses out there and scammers. I done penance for being abused child now. putting up with brisbane and the people here is penance. i hate them.

i don't want to share my things with others really unless i am paid for it and get something valuabl...

all child abuse and incest and bestiality stories on here are reported to police. find another platform to vent who can appreciate your dirty laundry fantasies about force assaults on victims please. no one here appreciates it.

all child abuse and incest and bestiality stories on here are reported to police. find another platf...

one of my rels keeps asking me to go see a performer, I don't have anything against him or his style, its just that I feel "what's the point of wasting money?" and "I am so old now" like its their thing, I am done with that stuff. maybe some day again if I ever feel better.

one of my rels keeps asking me to go see a performer, I don't have anything against him or his style...