I have never had a desire to be a nurse or health care provider, its something I don't have the tollerance for, I don't have care for people in that way. I care about people but no one has ever showed me much care for my health needs or emotional or finanacial or any needs, and I never thought and I know I dont have what it takes to me a nurse. I see them as losers because who would want to be around sick people all day when there is fun to be had? I have found most of them rude, the occasional one alright. I don't have faith in medical people anymore like I used to. I guess when you have been burnt by medical abusive and medical violent people its like once bitten twice shy and avoid them like sin. I could never do what they do. I think they are good for doing it someone has to but its not me.