what has annoyed me the most is most of my sisters hangers on friends ended my friends and I wanted my own friends who cared about me and only me, not her, most of the men I went out with she chose for me I didn't like and she didn't like and they were her husband's male friends and I wanted to meet men and have my own male friends and female friends. all of them always end up abusing and hurting me and my sister loves that because that way she thinks she is the loved one if she has more filipeno friends. soon I am considering ringing joyce poorter up and abusing the shit out of her to stop her from her games I swear I will pay someone to kick her head in and kill her if she doesn't stop her crap. she should have more to do with her spastic dogfaced like then butt into my personal life ruining my life my health my career and my love life which is none of her dogfaced business. if I ever get married I won't never invite her whereas their would have been a time she would have been a choice as a brides maid or matron of honor like a few other people now I really don't know who I would have as all the female friends around me have abused me so much I just don't forgive them, even if they think I do forgive I don't, its only to cut them down later if I do. but I just wipe people and never really welcome them back now. I don't see the point of a friendship with anna and emma and none of the choirs, I sent a few emails to those bitches just to let them know how much they hurt and abused me. they are all crazy. I want nothing to do with ken and rick and russel and frank, they mean nothing to me what so ever. I have no need for those sort of men in my life at all.

what has annoyed me the most is most of my sisters hangers on friends ended my friends and I wanted my own friends who cared about me and only me, not her, most of the men I went out with she chose for me I didn't like and she didn't like and they were her husband's male friends and I wanted to meet men and have my own male friends and female friends. all of them always end up abusing and hurting me and my sister loves that because that way she thinks she is the loved one if she has more filipeno friends. soon I am considering ringing joyce poorter up and abusing the shit out of her to stop her from her games I swear I will pay someone to kick her head in and kill her if she doesn't stop her crap. she should have more to do with her spastic dogfaced like then butt into my personal life ruining my life my health my career and my love life which is none of her dogfaced business. if I ever get married I won't never invite her whereas their would have been a time she would have been a choice as a brides maid or matron of honor like a few other people now I really don't know who I would have as all the female friends around me have abused me so much I just don't forgive them, even if they think I do forgive I don't, its only to cut them down later if I do. but I just wipe people and never really welcome them back now. I don't see the point of a friendship with anna and emma and none of the choirs, I sent a few emails to those bitches just to let them know how much they hurt and abused me. they are all crazy. I want nothing to do with ken and rick and russel and frank, they mean nothing to me what so ever. I have no need for those sort of men in my life at all.

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