australians are sick of the all the news on american politics. and this american electon has proven to be a bitter dragged out over done media crass performance, it whole electon is bringing out the worst of america and the trashy hate that only americans can spread around. americans love a good hate campaign if you have not noticed. its a ugly country, ugly politicians and ugly media ugly social values and ugly political scene but I can see why usa law students get ahead in life and career. but I don't like much about american life at all. its as bad as all these hate campaigns in russia and china and all people seem to want to do today is hate! hate. hate!

australians are sick of the all the news on american politics. and this american electon has proven to be a bitter dragged out over done media crass performance, it whole electon is bringing out the worst of america and the trashy hate that only americans can spread around. americans love a good hate campaign if you have not noticed. its a ugly country, ugly politicians and ugly media ugly social values and ugly political scene but I can see why usa law students get ahead in life and career. but I don't like much about american life at all. its as bad as all these hate campaigns in russia and china and all people seem to want to do today is hate! hate. hate!

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