ricky martin and william and others expecting me to live out what I wrote in my diary as just morning pages of gabble people had babbled out at me as been no fun. firstly when I wrote that I was ill, people were not helping as they should have been and also I was just repeating things people said to me like throwing out the dust bin to get rid of it out of my head and no son of a slut has the right to use it against me and play cheap abusive games. what I wrote was private and not ment for any son or dog of a slut face to look at and I will not be held accountable for the stuff I had to trash out of my brain after years of torture. I am not impressed with william and that dirty royals and dirty don and dirty tv scum who abused me. not impressed by dirty ken or dirty katy and dirty rick and dirty bec. your all scum scammers and dirty bullies. I hate you all and hope you die !