Lately, everything I have done was considered weak. My boyfriend is leaving for basic in 2 days and we were reaching rock bottom. fighting and shit. I lost it and hurt a good friend of mine because of this. This was my fault. I hurt someone over something small and she paid the consequences. I sent her to the hospital and got her 5 staples in the head because i decided to be weak and throw a hard brush. but it was an accident and she got hurt because of it. I don't know what to believe in anymore. I don't know if I'm strong enough. I don't know what to do anymore.