I'm not sure why I feel like I don't matter. Actually, I know exactly why I feel this way. I go to work, doing a pointless job. A job I hate, with a team I hate, and a boss I hate. Where nothing I say makes any difference. Then I come home, and my wife treats me the same way. Nothing I say makes any difference. No suggestions I make matter. I don't matter to my mom. I don't matter to my family. I never have. In the end, it's just me. Me and my cat...who my wife wants to kill. In 19 weeks I'm going to have a baby. I should be thrilled. But why would I be when my wife says "it's MY kid", insinuating it's not also mine? Why would I be when I don't have any say in anything that's done for him. I don't get to pick his name. I don't get to pick the nursery. I don't get to pick anything because she has her own ideas, and none of mine matter. I don't matter. How does the life I've worked so hard for, suck so terribly? I want to run away. I want to disappear

I would like the ad of dr mac beth taken off the capalaba cinema as I find it offensive that this guy is up to some kind of scam abuse on patients. I can't prove it but I have reason to believe that this dirty doctor has been ruthlessly abusing me over something that is not of my doing! and he is not a nice person at all and his services are abusive. I am sick of this man treating me like I am spastic when he has spastics all around him who are vile bullying mongrel dirty scammers. this docotr has been getting a number of other doctors to abuse me. I have done nothing to these people for them to abuse me. I did nothing to princess diana for her to abuse me in 1977 and I did nothing to don johnson for him to attack me with a cricket ball in 1977. I did nothing to prince william to abuse me in 1992 when he attacked me and I have done nothing to kate for her to abuse me. I have asked police over and over to investigate this whole thing with this dirty choirs and these rich peoples dirty games. they are so rich they have nothing better to do but abuse victims of rape and child sexual abuse. I dont like the arrogant show off performance of a liar con scammer like doctor macbeth. and he and kelly spackman have no right calling me a little girl when kelly is a dwarf who bullies everyone around her like melissa downes does and I don't like these dirty abusive evil women. http://anonyming.com/a-spaz-choir/ how a runt bully drove me to push her with another bully because she was trying to control what i said to my doctors and wanted to own them as her prize turkey and won't listen so I punished all of them. i live in redlands qld area, I used to find your group helpful I rang maybe 3 times over 3 years like I don't know if you ignore me because you feel I over use your service but it was like suddenly you just began to ignore and not be as kind and supportive that confused me and upset me , every time I try to ring it always says no one is available do you have any staff there at all? do you need new volunteers? something that I have noticed my mother doing a great deal is buying clothing the same as me, and she wants to go and do everything I want to do, I can't seem to get away from her, when I was sick I sometimes did need her and I didn't mind her coming along to different groups with my high tea club but I notice everywhere she follows me she causes trouble, like at the younger male doctors, but not the old male or female doctors, she wants to join a gym with me and I want to go alone have my own identity, I wanted to go to some support groups and people were pushing for her to come with me. I don't want my mother wearing the same clothing as me, its like she wants me fat and old so men will not want me and choose her over me and I am sick of it. she has done this too many times to me, my father and sister do the same sort of thing in different ways - needing to prove superiority as to who is the more important person in the family who deserves everything. I WANT MY MOTHER TO ALLOW ME MORE PERSONAL SPACE. SHE WANTS ME BUYING ALL THESE CLOTHES FOR THE LAST 20 YEARS BUT NOT ALLOWED TO WEAR THEM AND MADE ME FAT AS DID MY FATHER AND JOYCE POORTER AND SARINA RUSSO. I WANT MY SISTER TO SEE ME THIIN AND PRETTY AND SUCCESSFUL AND GETTING MARRIED. IT WOULD DO HER GOOD TO SEE ME FINDING THE MAN OF MY DREAMS , SHE KEEPS ABUSING ME AND JEALOUSY AND I WANT TO MARRY I AM 46 YEAR OLD WOMAN WHO WAS RAPED AND NEVER ALLOWED A a degree at QUT due to joyce poorter and other scamming abusive jealous people IF I DON'T MARRY SOON IT WILL BE TOO LATE , HOW MUCH LONGER WILL THIS COUNTRY ALLOW THIS FORM OF TERRORISM AND ABUSE ON ME? WHO HAS THE GUTS TO STAND UP AND FIGHT ALL THESE PEOPLE WHO ARE BULLYING ME AT BAYFM REDLANDS AND THIS KELLY SPACKMAN AND JOYCE POOERTER AND THIS DOCTOR CALLED MATT MACBETH WHO I AM SURE WAS EITHER A SON OR RELATED TO THIS BOB JOHNSON FROM A TOUCH OF LOVE MINISTRIES WHO ARE EVIL AND SATANIC. THIS DR MATT MACBETH WAS ABUSING ME IN THE REDLANDS CHOIRS HE IS EVIL AND SOMETHING DOES NOT ADD UP WITH THIS GUY AT ALL. HE IS A CON ARTIST. i HAVE TRIED OVER AND OVER TO WANT TO SEE A BETTER MAN BUT CAN'T. HE ABUSED ME WHEN I NEEDED MEDICAL HELP WHEN I HAD BLADDER AND HEART AND BRAIN PROBLEMS AND i DON'T THINK I CAN EVER FORGIVE A DOCTOR THAT DOES THAT. HE IS ALWAYS ADVERTISING AT EVENTS CINEMAS AND TO BE HONEST I USED TO LIKE HIM A LOT AND THOUGHT BETTER OF HIM BUT I JUST THINK THERE IS SOMETHING STRANGE ABOUT A MAN WHO ADVERTS ALL THIS BABY BULLSHIT - ALL THESE SELFISH WOMEN HE FUSSES AFTER WITH THE MONGREL KIDS AND BABIES AND HE TREATED ME LIKE MY OWN RIGHTS DON'T MATTER AT ALL THAT I WANTED A BABY AND IT UPSETS ME EVERYTIME I SEE HIS ADS BECAUSE HIS RECEPTIONIST OR SOMEONE POSING AS FROM THAT SURGERY TOLD ME I WAS NOT WELCOME THERE AND THEN LATER THEY SAID THAT WAS NOT TRUE, MY MUM WAS TOLD THEY WERE GETTING LEGAL ADVICE OVER ME, WE DID NOTHING WRONG TO THIS DOCTOR MY MOTHER AND I WOULD DO TO MY APPOINTMENTS AND ALL THE STAFF DID WAS GOSSIP ABOUT PEOPLE LOOK RUDELY AT ME AND FUSS AFTER thESE GENITAL SLAVE BECAUSE THAT IS ALL THESE WOMEN CAN DO, THEY JUST HAVE A BABY AFTER BABY AND AFTER BABY TO FEEL SPECIAL AND FUSED AFTER AND THE WORLD SPOILS THEIR UGLY SOULS AND THEY ARE AWFUL PEOPLE TO KNOW, THEY ARE SELFISH DUMB BITCHES OF ANIMALS WITH THEIR MONGREL KIDS IN MY FACE AND IT UPSET ME A LOT. I AM JEALOUS OF ANYONE WHO HAS BEEN LOVED OR MARRIED AND HAS KIDS AND CAREERS BECAUSE I HAVE BEEN DENIED THOSE RIGHTS AND I HAVE HATE IN MY HEART. I WAS JEALOUS AND ANGRY OF THESE MONGREL SELFISH DOGS AT THAT CLINIC AS MUCH AS I WAS OF THEM AT WELLINGTON POINT FAMILY PRACTICE THE WAY THE DOCTORS FUSSED AFTER THEIR FAT LAZY TEEN MOTHER ASSES AND THEIR BABIES OFFENDED ME. IT WAS OBVIOUS PREFERENTIAL TREATMENT THAT INSULTED ME. I BELIEVE DR MACBETH HAS BEEN PLAYING SOME TWIN GAME ON ME - it started with this shirley and then I picked up that he was playing some game with me with louise my cousin and also stephanie, EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS DOCTOR MAC BETH DOES NOT ADD UP. HE IS RUNNING AWAY FROM SOMETHING WHICH GOT HIM TO COME HERE TO AUSTRALIA AND THE REASON IS NOT NICE AND HE ABUSES HIS WAY THROUGH LIFE THAT IS WHY HE THINKS HE IS MR BIG, MY MOTHER HATES HIM AND DOES NOT TRUST HIM, SHE THINKS HE IS A CON ARTIST FOR SOME REASON SHE SAID HE WAS WEAK AND LAZY AND SHOW OFF ON THE CINEMA SCREEN FLAUNTING HIMSELF ALL THE ADS PROMISE A LOT AND DON'T DELIVER MUCH UNLESS YOUR IN THEIR "SPECAIL CLUB". WHATEVER THAT IS? i DON'T WANT TO KNOW ABOUT THESE PEOPLE AND THEIR PROBLEMS ANYMORE. THEY HAVE KILLED ME IN EVERYWAY POSSIBLE. HE WANTS ME TO LOOK LIKE THAT UGLY KELLY (KELLIE) SPACKMAN OR HE SEEMS TO WANT ME TO FEEL INFERIOR AND LESS THEN EVERYONE ELSE. PRINCE WILLIAM DID THIS TO ME AS WELL SO DID RICKY MARTIN. I CAN'T LOVE A MAN WHO DOES THIS TO ME, IT IS JUST SOMETHING THAT WOULD TURN ME OFF ANY MAN AS MUCH AS THE DIRTY WAY KEN CAREY RAPED ME. WHAT WOULD MAKE A RAPIST THINK I WOULD WANT TO BE AROUND THEM EVER AGAIN? WHAT WOULD MAKE THIS SHIRLEY RECEPTIONIST THINK I WOULD EVER TRUST HER EVER AGAIN. SHE WAS A COMPLETE BULLYING FAT UGLY BITCH WHO IF SHE WANTS TO OWN THE CHOIR AND THE DOCTOR AND ALL OF THE REDLANDS - LOOK WE WOULD GLADLY MOVE TO SOMEWHERE ALWAY FROM ALL THESE IDIOTS AND KATY ROBINSON AND JOYCE POORTER. WE DON'T TRUST THESE PEOPLE. LAST NIGHT MY PSYCHIATRIST KEPT ME WAITING FOR NEARLY 2 HOURS, i WAS REALLY FUMING AND HAD TO HIDE THAT I WAS ANGRY ABOUT IT. I AM SICK OF SAYING TO PEOPLE - OH THAT IS OK, WHEN ITS NOT OK. ITS NOT OK AT ALL. ITS NOT GOOD ENOUGH AT ALL. THEN THIS DOCTORS BULLYING RECEPTIONIST CALLED SHIRLEY GIRL 6, TURNS UP AT THE REDLANDS CHOIR WITH THIS ANITA TAYLOR ( SHE IS EVIL THOSE WOMEN ARE EVIL DIRTY ABUSIVE DEVIL WOMEN) AND THEY WHO IS WELL INTO HER 60'S WAS PUSHING THESE LESBIAN DIRTY HUGS ON ME. AT THE CHURCHES THE SAME. THIS HAPPENED WHEN I WAS WITH BANDS AND I WAS BEING BULLIED AND PUSHED OUT ALL THE TIME BY FATTER BIGGER RICHER WOMEN AND OLDER WOMEN THEN ME. BECAUSE I LOOKED YOUNGER PEOPLE ASSUMED I WAS ONLY A TEEN WHEN I WAS A WOMAN IN MY 20S. I WAS NEVER REALY ALLOWED A TEENAGE LIVE OR TEENAGE LOVE. I DO NOT WANT TO SEE THIS RAPIST KEN CAREY EVER AGAIN. I AM SICK OF HIM AND I WOULD LIKE HIM TO JUST DROP DEAD. I DON'T LIKE BEING AROUND PEOPLE WITH KIDS OR BABIES AT ALL I AM SO JEALOUS OF THEM. I don't trust my sister at all and believe she is a liar. she keeps sending money to this Alan/Orlando in the Philippines and they are married and he is trying to get out here but something does not add up with it. she steals men from me and MY SISTER CAN NOT BARE TO SEE ME LOVED PRETTY OR THIN. I HAVE SEEN HER MARRIED NOW 3 TIMES AND SHE HAS HAD BOYFRIEND AFTER BOYFRIEND AND PEOPLE HELP HER AND THEY ONLY EVER PUT SHIT MEN ON MY PLATE THAT I HAVE NOTHING IN COMMON WITH. I AM SICK OF THESE CREEPY OLD MEN OR BLACK MEN OR WEIRD BEARDED DRUGGY MEN THINKING WE WOULD HAVE ANYTHING IN COMMON AT ALL. I HAVE BEEN TO UNIVERSITY AND COLLEGE AND I AM STILL STUDYING. I got a cruise 2 for 1 deal and I have to take my parents and pay for an extra one because I can not go alone, and I have no friends or males interested in me and I have had stalkers on facebook - someone on facebook has hate for me and I believe its being generated by a few people like the del Rosario, anna maria libiol SHE HAS BEN STALKING ME, SHE GOT ME INVOLVED WITH CHURCHES WHO WERE ABUSING ME, SHE HAS A DRUG AND PROSTITUTION HISTORY AND i NO LONGER TRUST HER AT ALL., SHE was abusing me THE WHOLE TIME WITH BOB JOHNSON AND CHURCHES AT CITY BRIDGE ETC I WISH I COULD SPEK TO SOMEONE THERE BECAUSE I NEED PRACTICAL HELP I HAVE NO PSYCHOLOGIST AND GETTING SICK OF GETTING THE RUN AROUND AND NOT SETTLING ANYWHERE I WANT TO KNOW WHO IS TRYING TO GIVE ME CANCER. I WANT THESE PEOPLE TO STOP ABUSING ME. I AM SURE MY BROTHER AND HIS WIFE ARE TORTURING ME AND MY PARENTS, WE DON'T WANT ANYTHING TO DO WITH THEM. MY BROTHER JOHN ANDREW GRAHAM AND HIS WIFE KAREN LAW GRAHAM HAVE BEEN NOTHING BUT DRUGGY BITCHING BULLYING RUDE VIOLENT TROUBLE TO US. MY BROTHER IS VIOLENT AND DISRESPECTFUL HE NEVER SPEAKS TO HIS FATHER OR MOTHER OR ME OR MY SISTER, HE BROKE WALLS AND FURNITURE AND CROCKERY IN OUR HOUSE AND CONSTANT ABUSE WITH THIS DARREN KERR FRIEND OF HIS - THEY WERE GOING AROUND CAR YARDS STEALING THINGS AND THROWING EGGS AT PEOPLE AND HE WAS TAKING PHOTOS OF PEOPLE HE HATED AND PUTTING BULLET HOLES IN THE HEAD OF THE PHOTOS WHICH IS NOT HEALTHY AT ALL. HE SEEMED HAVE A LOT OF MONEY AND FREETIME TO BOTHER SPENDING PUTTING DEATH THREATS OF ALL KINDS TO PEOPLE. I WOULDN'T TRUST HIM OR HIS MOTHER AT ALL. Please wait for a Crisis Supporter to respond. You are number 1 in the queue. You are now chatting with 'Lifeline5088' Lifeline5088: Welcome to Lifeline’s Crisis Support Chat service. What has been going on for you this evening? you: I never said I wanted to be left all alone Lifeline5088: hi there, I'm here to listen and support you tonight. can you tell me what's happening? you: no I can't you: he put words in my mouth that were his and not mine someone else said they wanted to be left alone but it was not me who said that. Lifeline5088: I'm struggling to understand what's going on for you but I want to give you the support you need and deserve. are you having thoughts of suicide tonight? you: I don't like people playing games on me when it was kelly who said she wanted to be left alone. I never said that. I would appreciate you listening to my words and not expecting me to live a sad upset life alone when there is a super bitch bullying me thankyou. you pull one more stunt again and I am going to the cinema and telling them why I want that doctors ad taken off the cinema because I believe he and kelly were having sex abusing me 4 -3 years ago and I don't have to tolerate this abuse from a weird doctor who should be exposed as the bully nutter he is with this dwarf whore slut hooker! cops won't like it either when they hear the story

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there are other doctors who were abusive to me, I have reported, dr luke while I am grateful for everything he did for me because I believe if I had stayed at wpt fam prac wang and ludwig were out to kill me. there is no excuse for their laziness for referals to specialists or for getting my patient records mixed up with another patient by a similiar name, my mum does not accept mistakes when she worked in magagement in govt you were not allowed to make mistakes. I have been to kind and too forgiving. that has been my mistake. dr l said some very nasty things to me that upset me, he said things like "don't ever think you can study medicine because you will never understand it" well I do some and I don't have an ambition to be a doctor I had other ambitions and seeing you insulted me and you were making out I was trying to con you into medical tests which is not true. I was advised to see another gp by another specialist so I am not a liar I had to start at the begining. as for dr l medical skills I am grateful but didn't get what he ment saying "what would it take to push me over" to me that paraphrased into "I would like to kill you how can I get away with it" at the time. and I was scared and then anna maria told me her story about how you got an erection while examining her after and abortion and I didn't know what to think she just told me and said "oh don't tell me you are seeing dr l" and asked me what I thought. well what could I say? only what I observed in basic terms. but yeh I was offended a few times. then there were other doctors as well I complained about a 2 local ents who were verbally rude to me. I don't take kindly to drs who should know better who are paid enough to not step out of line. I personally , I am not paid enough to trust anyone! there was he 2 neurosurgeons I complained about who were rude to me. and then there was a few in hospital, one fat slut german cow of a he/she butch bullying doctor was so rude to me, I thought 'wow it is true you can't tell the staff from the patients here", then there was another doctor who was rude to me at the local hospital and in the city and then a few slutty whorey nurses were rude to me actually abusing me about the population growth in the local area as if it was my personal fault. another nutter black nigar nurses 2 were whores that was clear what sluts they were and piggish rude women and a few paramedics I would hit over the head if I could get away with it who were in the wrong job! still there is no excuse for their rudeness towards me when I personally did nothing to them for the abuse to take place in the first place from my betters, shall we amuse them a little. anyway what ever your purpose for abuse its been noted and is never forgotten! and not forgiven! and never will you be forgiven! I am not the forgiving loving kind and you taught me that so you only have yourselves to blame!

there are other doctors who were abusive to me, I have reported, dr luke while I am grateful for eve...

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I have no problems at all filing restraining orders on anyone including relatives who have abused me, I have no wish ever to see any of my older cousins who ruined just about every kids party at our house and where they took over and stole the show and limelight and not just me has mental torture from this abuse. my sister and my mother even and my dad have expressed that these relatives never knew how to take their place when invited to our house, when we were invited to other peoples houses for parties us kids would usually either stay with our mother or play with other kids away from adults a lot but this was not the case at parties at our house. many a time my bedroom was used as some brothel for older teens, many occasions I was kicked out of bedrooms for my sisters brothel shows and her stupid friends who were abusive to her. and I have no problem at all getting restraint orders against anyone, anyone at all who has wronged me. my parents agree with me that we don't want to see our older cousins and even my mother felt inferior to sue and she told me so. many times we were abuses by the german side and I have no interest to see them ever again after the abuse that family put on me and war crimes, I don't think they deserve much really. I didn't commit war crimes, I have never harmed or murdered anyone. I never plotted to kill anyone. I am not accountable for others actions.

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