I should have spent all the money on rooting around like a whore everywhere while travelling instead of wasting it at university and tafe and college and furniture. its just that I was told by getting educated it would improve employment and it didn't. we needed new furniture because it was falling down and 2nd hand and broken, I bought some new bits and 2nd hand and I was still made to feel guilty helping my parents out. I wasted money on pharmacy certificates and technician courses but once again I was stupid thinking I would get work. its impossible for me to get work. everything is a waste of time. I should have demanded a law suit on my parents for allowing a pedo in our home as a child and spent the money rooting around travelling like a prostitute. I was dumb. I actually thought at the time I was doing the right thing getting counselling and study - what a crock of shit !