i can't determine my love or gladness or expectations in life when they all lay in other peoples hands.

i can't determine my love or gladness or expectations in life when they all lay in other peoples hands.

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people don't understand why I would up and snob sally was put out when I snobbed new york for Paris/Provonce but sorry that is me. I would snob my england and wales and irish and scotish heritage too. my mum was invited to a family gathering of the O'connor or Brehon clans, they mean nothing to anyone which is why I want to go to russia and france have wanted to for a long long long time. I just prefer europe and its cultures. I would go to wales and ireland but I can't afford them all. but finland and sweeden look so nice and modern and fresh in those places like czech and dutch and bulgaria and debrovnik etc. they sound nice names. I would go to turkey and egypt for a holiday. if I won a holiday I would consider almost anything they offered but I have my fav spots.

people don't understand why I would up and snob sally was put out when I snobbed new york for Paris...

yep I am a snob. people snubbed me so that's life. i did once say i would like to go to dublin university but who gives a fig no one cares about shitty irish genes and i don't like italians either, i don't like radio people. i don't like footballers. but i like ballet russian dancers and that sort of thing. its nothing personal its just that i understand the suffering of suppressed countries and abused people. being denied a real life and income and love and all the things i should and ought to have had by now. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qweU86KaNtk

yep I am a snob. people snubbed me so that's life. i did once say i would like to go to dublin unive...

My feelings seem clear but the situation is not I dated a guy (I'll call him Michael- I can't stand that one he is so rude) two years older than me, and almost a year ago it ended. And I never really got over him. There were multiple instances where I thought I had, but not really. About two months ago, I started dating another guy, oddly enough it's Ryan's younger brother (I'll call him Scott). Now I go to a very small school (nine kids in my grade) and the dating pool is very small... So i know it's pretty weird but you'll have to bear with me here. Scott is nice and very funny; a great person to date. But I still like his brother. Now, I'm certainly not one to say "I love you" very easily. I think that's a very dangerous thing to say. I certainly do not feel like saying it to Scott, although I do feel like we get along well... It just seems like we'd be better off as friends. But I love Michael, I really think I do. I just can't get over him at all. We started talking again recently, just because we always have interesting conversations, and I miss the other parts of the relationship we had. But it can't work, at least not for a long time, because he is leaving for college in a little over a month. There is no way I can break up with Scott just to go back to Michael. It just can't work that way. My biggest debate is deciding if I should tell Michael. I am scared to, but even if he does feel the same way, it would make the whole thing more sad. I would never cheat on Scott with anyone, but I'm starting to think I need to be patient. As patient as I've ever been, to see if I'll still have feelings for Michael in years to come. It sounds ridiculous, but I didn't think I'd still be hung up on him now, so I guess anything is possible.

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