desperate and filled with pain and confusion over hurt and bullying I gave in and ate a lot of sugary fatty foods, whenever they pick on me I do it. how do I make the cycle stop. they are the bad guys and I am the good guy they want me fat so no one will love me. they win again. I always lose. I was thin once in my life they were jealous they stopped me marrying and having a baby and I have been punishing myself ever since how do I make this whole thing stop? killing myself eating disorder

desperate and filled with pain and confusion over hurt and bullying I gave in and ate a lot of sugary fatty foods, whenever they pick on me I do it. how do I make the cycle stop. they are the bad guys and I am the good guy they want me fat so no one will love me. they win again. I always lose. I was thin once in my life they were jealous they stopped me marrying and having a baby and I have been punishing myself ever since how do I make this whole thing stop? killing myself eating disorder
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