I already have 2 dresses I could use in a portfolio as bridal and a small birdcage veil and lace piece. I have a satin white and gold evening dress never worn and a long victorian lace white dress for a boho style. I want to buy prettier veils - I mean if I was getting married for real I would want prettier dress and veil myself. I have a few posies and brooch boquets I collect so many things in case I need them. as if I would be invited out to wear the pretty 1950s things I have. I have no friends to be models for me or fake brides and I don't want to put make up on other people anyway. why should I make others look pretty when everyone made me feel so depressed and ugly and stopped me from getting married all these years. i mean anyway, if I ever get a portfolio of make overs together anyway, like all my projects half done!