I'm from a poor family but have friends from well brought families. They went to good schools, me not so and even at the age of 29 I'm struggling while they're doctors and architects. But to the actual secret: because they've never understood how having no money works, for the last 2 years I've lied to my friends having stuff to do whenever they ask if I'd want to go do something that costs even just for a small amount. Which is 95% of the time. They've been also worrying about my health as there is literally no food for me to eat so I've been lying to them that it's just stress talking since I'm always so "busy"... While I'm just at home, filling job applicant papers and imagining the fun they're having.

I'm from a poor family but have friends from well brought families. They went to good schools, me not so and even at the age of 29 I'm struggling while they're doctors and architects. But to the actual secret: because they've never understood how having no money works, for the last 2 years I've lied to my friends having stuff to do whenever they ask if I'd want to go do something that costs even just for a small amount. Which is 95% of the time. They've been also worrying about my health as there is literally no food for me to eat so I've been lying to them that it's just stress talking since I'm always so "busy"... While I'm just at home, filling job applicant papers and imagining the fun they're having.
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