i won't forgive emma for abusing me the way she did, getting that teen to stalk me. i know what she was implying that i am some immature women on disability but I am more mature then her and all her appenders , did she consider my health stresses and worries - no she added to them. I had cancer did she care. I am not jealous of my parents having radium and chemo for their cancer how stupid. I am grateful to god but I am angry at god for what he has done to me. when I have been over loyal to the lord. over righteous and good, god has wronged me for being good. so i am telling god he has to learn to dance to my tune and my doctor agrees. bugger how other people feel. they got themselves pregnant and they can suffer it out without my pity or joy for them. they have to do that for themselves. but why emma would do that to me i don't understand she was a real wolf in sheeps clothing and evil how evil of a married woman to push a teenage boy onto me and i am in my 40s and she is implying i am immature just because i am on disability and had serious illnesses that are none of her business, just so she could re-marry and get up thd duff again. what an evil thing to do! you evil bad woman. you will get what is coming to you whore. why should i give more then she gives back to me. no. i will not be happy for her. not now not ever. she wronged me. it had to end. I hope she has the modesty and decency to stay away from me next week and not come, as I dont want to see her and I will ignore her if I do. she should be punished. not loved but punished for what she did. and she told me she used to steal cakes from kids.