disability single womens pension is just not enough to live on anymore. I get no assistance with education at all or healthcare needs is barely there. and people say to me I should not worry and just see it as a early retirement and knit booties like mel who is in her 50s and that is not good enough for me, I mean she told me over and over there would a lot of personalities there I would not get on with, so why did she bother putting that abuse on me with a bunch of slutty whores anyway? I can't just retire I have never had a proper job long term to do that and i have never had a man to take care of me and I need more out of life. I own no car. no house, no children. no degree and its not enough! and I am sick and tired of criminals being idolised by the police and legal system that has wronged me!