I ate egg salad and toast for dinner. it always makes me ill.

I hate my brother and his whore slut wife and I hope they rott in hell for what they have done to me and my mother. I think all my cousins are whores. sue was always a slut. I hated her since i was a kid. I hate all my relatives for expecting me to live like this in hovel and squaller and neglect. this is all their fault. they should be punched. I wish I could punch them in the back like katy punched me. they need more then a punch they deserve to be put on a concord and left to float in space to their death! that is what you get for being so abusive to me when I did nothing wrong to you scum whores! and a spastic loser jerk younger crippled spastic spoilt brother who was a loser and deserves to be axed to death. that spastic crippled jerk loser of a kid he was. he was always a loser spoilt brat skanky dog barking shitbag gutter slime pig who should live in the gutter. he is fat, has ugly teeth, smells, rude and pigheaded and very abusive towards me growing up, he was a shit kid. and a dirty rotten spoilt teenager who should have been culled to death!

I hate my brother and his whore slut wife and I hope they rott in hell for what they have done to me...

i wish my spastic crippled loser of a retarted brother would die like a cow hung til his blood comes out of his neck. that crippled spastic ! retarted spoilt smerking jerk always walking around throwing off at people and making fun of me and not allowing men to like me. its his only power, like my sister her only power is how she stops men from liking me. but they are two spoilt spastics. die in peace bastard spoilt brat! and your not welcome in my life you barking dogs. crippled disable losers! smoking and drinking and fucking and drugging and getting cars and friends and careers too easy! makes bad people!!!!!

i wish my spastic crippled loser of a retarted brother would die like a cow hung til his blood comes...

i have never known real love and safety and how it feels to be liked by everyone. I used to get food thrown at me by boys and they would think it was funny to throw a pickle sandwich so it would slop all over my face as a child of 5, and call me ugly with red hair and a lot of people and some goons actually stalked me with knives and in a car calling me a ugly slug germ and heaps of people thought is was funny when I was attacked and raped by a ugly fat biker married and creepy and the opposite of everything I wanted. they would tail gate me in cars and it was road rage a gang of young guys looking to attack me. and they were all revolting thugs.

i have never known real love and safety and how it feels to be liked by everyone. I used to get food...