I keep having dreams about tidal wave swells around islands of Hawaii.

i have never had a bed/sex ego about me, I was always reserved and shy about that but talked more about dates, haivng a fun time dancing and kissing and talk about careers and babies and what matters yet they got bored of me. so I decided to do it back to a lot of men and play a male boofoon clown at them when I hit 27 rejected over and over see how they like it back. next stop is to threaten to murder someone for a man like a grrl lesbot did to me. this woman tried to run me over in her car for this american guy, is that normal? joyce said it was normal that some women go crazy when in love, so maybe that is where I went wrong uh?

i have never had a bed/sex ego about me, I was always reserved and shy about that but talked more ab...

why do nice guys suddenly go stupid when you tell them you like them they play games unreliable, make fun of everything trying to impress you with their clown talents or so called maturity over porn and masturbation and sex but deep down they are impressed by money only not even looks matter to them.

why do nice guys suddenly go stupid when you tell them you like them they play games unreliable, mak...

I am sick of this lifestyle. I tell my mother everything I did as a kid and she said I should not feel guilty for what happened at all. I confide a lot in my parents and my dad always gave me good advice, may you never meet a friend on the way down. but i think it should be on the way up because some people that make out they are your friends really fuck up your life fuck up your love life, fuck up your career and job life and they have no morals for what they do,it is just jealousy= like joyce she was jealous of me from day 1 and I was too naive to see it. but she was the lesson I didn't need to learn, she was someone elses lesson that went the wrong way, just like i am someone some academics theises on morality and child sexual abuse - I wrote one myself, but i was this criminologists experiement as a child got wrong.

I am sick of this lifestyle. I tell my mother everything I did as a kid and she said I should not fe...