stop ringing here. I can't understand you - you stupid wingwong! fuck off. annoying me.

the poverty and loneliness is killing me, if only he knew.

the poverty and loneliness is killing me, if only he knew.

i wasn't refering to you ken. you stupid fucking idiot. i like someone else at a show. stop playing catfish link up association to any minor word that you want to catch on to that isn't your bait you disgusting vile idiot. we were done 17 years ago you fool. stop bothering me, stop the bs. no one here likes you. no one wants to know you here, leave me and my family alone to move on to better people and better relationships then you can offer.

i wasn't refering to you ken. you stupid fucking idiot. i like someone else at a show. stop playing ...

I wish I could split this up into multiple categorie I'm 16 going on 17 and already feel like I've lived too long. I experimented with my best friend when I was 8, but lied and said he sexually abused me because I was so embarrassed. I'm so good at lying that I end up believing my own lie, making me ignore the problem, but still feeling the incredible guilt from it. As I grew up, I sexually abused several of my other friends, all because I decided I didn't want to control my hormones. I'm very kind and forgiving (generally), but I can't seem to forgive myself. I'm becoming very overweight and annoying. I can't help but want to kill myself because Aof all I've done, and I can't get it off my chest because Ill go to jail. I also am extremely paranoid, have severe OCD, ADHD, Aspergers, Tourette's, and can't seem to believe in a higher power if my life

I wish I could split this up into multiple categorie I'm 16 going on 17 and already feel like I've l...