what is disappointing about my life and I see this in my dad, and mum, I think that life just doesn't live up to everything that you were lead to believe it would be, like I really wanted to married by 23 or 25 I thought I would be a good mother and I have become everything I didn't want to be, but what others wanted for me, not what my mum wanted for me. I think she wanted me to find a nice man but because of my fathers unemployment we always felt outside of society.

what is disappointing about my life and I see this in my dad, and mum, I think that life just doesn't live up to everything that you were lead to believe it would be, like I really wanted to married by 23 or 25 I thought I would be a good mother and I have become everything I didn't want to be, but what others wanted for me, not what my mum wanted for me. I think she wanted me to find a nice man but because of my fathers unemployment we always felt outside of society.
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