like look at all the fat in a slice of cheese and all the sugar in the plums, and then the bad stuff of chocoate, margrine and I just feel so guilty about all the cheese, and sugar. I am probably killing myself. hell. and I had to go with out the egg yolks and I really do try to cut a lot out and count every calorie to the limit but some days I just lose it and its like the two disgraceful things cheese and chocolate. god help me. I am probably killing myself gutsing into food like this.