i empathise with my dad and mum they feel they were passed up after careers of giving and not getting much back and i feel that way more so. a person spends their life trying to do a honest right thing to be kicked in the face and insulted by a society that has just plain gone wrong. i won't account for what a pedo had me do as a child that is his problem and not mine, that is what my therapists tell me and i am sick of being passed up in career and relationships over crap and lies. the liars are gonna pay and that that is that.